This post is based on the writing prompt from Creative with Kids...
I need to allow things to happen as they are meant to happen. I need to allow my body to be as it is and I need to allow G-d to either make a pregnancy happen or not. I do need to allow myself to mourn and feel sad and know it's ok.
I need to allow my son to make his own decisions on eating and not get so worked up.
I have to allow certain things to happen because I can't control everything.